In the Light

2004-01-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

hur. i shall offically CLOSE DOWN my blog. it's not like as if i update it that often and like i dun use it to write stuff. like only to post up crap and stuff? so yes. there it is. blog is CLOSED. no point putting it up anyway.. so yup yup. CLOSED. ALL CLOSED. hmmm. maybe shall just leave my blog hanging in the air so that you all can tag me. okays? byebye for now!

-love angela

2003-12-29T02:24:00.000+08:00

- FRIENDS AND LOVE -

1st Best Friend : Jesus!

2nd Best Friend : tRiLi and CaRoLiNe!

3rd Best Friend : gRacE!

4th Best Friend : cZe kiN, aH sAm, tiMotHy!

The Friend that...

Never fails to be there : jeSus and tRiLi

You treasure most : all my fwens..?

You know that he/she you have drifted from : isa..natalie..abby..caron..eric..

Will be there in a flash : tRiLi!

Has seen your tears : actually arh.. no one leh. cos i dun cry wan. :X unless it's during alter call..

Never fails to make you smile : tRiLi! aH sAm!

Craps the most : LUMPY!!!

Is always there to give you a hug : tRiLi!

Is always there to hear you out : tRiLi! aH sAm.. tiMothY..

Does not judge you : tRiLI!

Does the craziest things with you : none other than trili ho larh. heh. :P

You can annoy : hmmm. who can i annoy arh..? hmmm.

You'll never be bored of : eh. i can't and i'll never be bored of my fwens okay!

Friends-

Most Caring : tRiLi.. ah sAm.. tiM.. graCe..

Most Loving : gRace

Most Motherly : BETTINA MUMMY! :D

Least Motherly : err..eerr...

Most Playful : cze kin larh.. always bully me.. tsk!

Prankster of the group : er.er. derno.

Most Quiet : everyone is noisy like me larh! :X opps. heh.

Loudest : Me! mE! ME!!!

Most Popular : Ho Meiyu. [ hur. decided not to use trili. so much trili le. heh. ]

Most easy-to-get-sabo : He2 Mei3 Yu4

Most piggy : tWi, sAm [ i'm pig..his my xiao zhu! :)) ] and me!

Most brotherly : timothy and daniel!

Most sisterly : grace!

Most photogenic : me! i look nicer in fotos. :X

Most vain : LAU CZE KIN!! he's the vainest okay! [ eh.. my shirt okay norts? see larh! mess up my hair!.. ]

Most shuai : cze kin larh cze kin larh.. [ eh. xiao xing arh..dun be too yaya when you see this hor. ]

Best smile : germaine and her xiao tian tian smile!

Best eyes : timothy larh! so reflective okays!

Best spreader : hurmmx.

Most dramatic : hur. twila grace and me. :X [ heh. grace and twi you both shld know why larh hor? X)) ]

Cutest : xiao ke ai cute? carox and shuying! lil boy cute? ah sAm larh... my er zi mah. of cos cute larh! :X

Most Adorable : chen hao and zi hao! ahhHh!!

Most able to suan : saddly..me again.. :S

Most romantic : timothy!! derno why. hum.

Sweetest : germaine!

Prettiest : germaine! carox! wah.. so chio..!!!!!!!

Best dressed : timothy.. trili.. [ hmm.. both names also starts with T. :X ]

Sexiest : TIMOTHY!!!!! wah.. can't stand him.. he's got a sexy leg.. wah.. -droolls..-

Most Buay Hiao Bai : hurrr.. trili and cze kin larh.. who else.. tsk!

Most Friendly and Outgoing : twiLa hO meIyU!

Most Welcoming : uhhh?
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wah.. so much trili.. eh. girl.. shld be honoured know! XP

2003-12-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

Jesus VS Lord of the Rings

mission and purpose
frodo:to be the ring bearer whose mission is to destroy the ring.
jesus: to be the sin bearer who takes away the sin of the world.

resistance to evil
frodo:struggled to resist the temptation to use the ring for evil.
jesus:resisted the temptations of the devil.

claim to the throne
aragon:the rightful and coming king of Gondor, born in the line of the kings
jesus: the rightful and coming king if Heavens and Earth, born in the line of king David.

death and resurrection
Gandolf:returned to life with greater power after falling into a chasm of darkness.
jesus:resurrected in a glorified body after 3 days and 3 nights in the belly of the earth.

foe
sauron:a once-defeated evil being who seeks dominion of middle earth.
satan:a defeated enemy who tried to take over heaven and earth.

climatic battle
LOTR: took place in the third age of middle earth
christ:takes place in the third millennium since the first coming of christ

quote
aragorn: " I am Aragorn, son of Arathorn; and if by my life or death I can protect you, I will."
jesus: "I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd gives His life for the sheep."

2003-12-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

FRIENDS:

Best:Jesus!

*Girls:trili! caroline! nataliee.. isa.. abby.. germaine.. audrey..grace..
*Guys: timothy.. sam.. daniel kor.. cze kin.. nathaniel..

You've Known the Longest:grace and caroline!

You've known the least longest:xuanyi

You can tell anything to:Jesus. trili. timothy. sam erzi.

Lives farthest away:nah?

Lives closest:caroline and isa

Weirdest:eerr. dun wan to say the person name here. :X

Funniest:LUMPY!

Quietest:dorea.

Smartest:errh. all the RI ppl larh!

Coolest:how cool you wan? ice cool?

Flirtiest:jasmine. :X

Cutest:caroline! she's xiao ke ai! dominic phua! david phoon! chen hao and zi hao! so cutee! ahhh! :P

Prettiest:germaine! caroline! trili!

Tallest:leonard.

Shortest:heh. amos.

Most outgoing:trili!

Most hyper:eerr.. ME! :X so bhb. heh.

Most friendly:trili. caroline..

Most caring:trili..timothy.. sam

Most sensitive:not to mention name here.

Most Popular:hmm. trili.?

Most creative:bala.

Most annoying: hur. name not to mention here too. :S

Most "off and on":huh? wad on and off? :S

Most TRULY unique:we're all unique la!

Most Pampered:hmmmm..

Most kissable:trili! haha. :P hey... i'm not a les though...

Most confusing:dunnoee.

Always there for you:trili. caroline.

Always makes you laugh: lumpy! see his face wanna laugh le!

Always has something clever to say:hhmmm. dunnoe.

Always makes you really think: huh?

Always brightens your day:trili! caroline!

Most daring:hmmm. kor..?

Most outrageous:dunnoe.

Best Hair:my jie..

Best Eyes:timothy! so reflective wann.

Best Smile:germaine. she got those xiao tian tian smile.

Most likely to become famous:hmmm. joy?

Most likely to star in a "got milk ad": jasmine. :X

Most likely to become a Hollywood actress:hmmm..

Most likely to become a writer: vir.

Most likely to go to Harvard:huhh?

Most likely to end up flipping burgers at the local fast food restaurant:eeerrrr.. dunnoee.

Most likely to become a celebrity athlete:joy lau!

First to get married:caroline! derno why but got this feeling that she will get married quite early.. at least..earlier than me and trili..heh. :P

Last to get married:hmmm. dunnoe larh! heh.

The one who will probably never get married: ppl that wanna be a nun!

One who'll have the most kids:timothy! he wants a soccer team okay!

One who'll have the least:haha. least means unbearable rite? :P dunnoe who larhh

One who'll be your maid of honor:hee. i dunno.

One who'll be your best man:timothy! cze kin! kor! nat chen! aiya.. but one only rite? dernoo larhh. heh.

One whose like the sister god forgot to give you: god forgotten to give me grace! she's like my twin sis! they say we look abit alike.. heh. he also forgotten to give me trili and caroline so that i could bully them at home! but..oohh well..-sigh-

One whose like the brother god forgot to give you: timothy and kor!

2003-12-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

hmmsh.
haven't been updating here for very long time.
ladarrss..
camp has been a great time for me.
i know that i've heard God speak to me thru this camp.
ooh yeahh baby!
:)
ahhh.
i'm so glad twi is back.
hurhur..
like i see her almost everyday!
wheE`

2003-11-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

yeahhh!
my mind is all CAMP CAMP CAMP!
and TRILI TRILI TRILI!!!!!!!
wheE`

2003-11-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

haha. saw this in isa and abby's blog.
and soOo.. got nothing better to do soO.
heh. :)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | horror movies. [ well. some only.heh. ]
02 | strange happenings
03 | nothing else i guess?

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | JOSH CHO [ abby: you gotta get that nut case to see this! :P ]
02 | my "beloved" kor, who is another nut case, da niao dan
03 | carox`

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | of cos none other than my skateboard! :)
02 | chocolates! yummiee. they just simply rock!
03 | dancing! ooh yeahh baby!

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | fakers. they are not things though.
02 | people to irritate me more when i'm irritated
03 | being ignored

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | who created god if he created us?
02 | why some people fake their personality and character?
03 | why can't people not take exams? is it really that important?

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | books, [ including magazines ]
02 | stationary,
03 | stuff given by my fwens [ everything is in a BIG mess. heh ]

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | using com
02 | breathing? -dUh-
03 | thinking?? -toings-

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | tour around the world with my friends! :)
02 | get married. heh. [ i still wanna skate down the aisle! :D ]
03 | bongee jumping!! [ is it spelt correctly? ]

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | skate
02 | eat alot alot! more than you can imagine! dun believe can errr.. ask twi and carox! :)
03 | dance

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | crazy girl who always jumps around and scream and go crazy?
02 | God's child! :))
03 | blur queen

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | do a handstand without wall
02 | stunts on my skateboard. heh. i nv pratice. :P
03 | can't think of anything else

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | ooh.
02 | i think i blur le. you understand? i dun understand leh. :S
03 | lalala..

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | chocolate! whoOwheE`
02 | sashimi!! yummiee - saliva drips -
03 | junk food! heez.

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | breakdancing
02 | drums and electric guitar
03 | all the extreme sports! :D

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | coke [ it rock ]
02 | pepsi twist
03 | plain water?

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | seame streets
02 | salor moon
03 | power rangers

RANDOM QUESTIONS...
01 | Spell your name backwards: alegna
02 | How did you name your blog?: err. by nickname
03 | Are you homosexual? do i look like one to you?

2003-11-25T03:20:00.000+08:00

muahahhaha!
i think i'm daidee queen?
i played on com until i got $1439!!!
ooh yeahh baby!
i'm so proud of myself.
hehh.
:P
wheE`

2003-11-23T14:23:00.000+08:00

Life Restored

Plug my life into Jesus – this gets my life restored
Such a cakewalk – no brainer
Don’t need to fuss if I call on our saviour
This gets my life restored
Put my life into Jesus – I’ve seen my life restored
Such a cakewalk – no brainer
Don’t need to fuss since I called Him my saviour
Do not even care if I die later
‘Cause I belong to Jesus Christ
If they took my life tonight – chances are I’d arrive
In a place that’s out of sight - and I’m confident I m doin’ fine
‘Cause I’m improving my life, renewing my mind
This all started with Romans 10:9
Doing what’s right, doin’ quite fine…
This all started with Romans 10:9
I never realised I was meant to live
To live a new life I would let Him within
Told me- death is the payoff for living in sin
End the cycle when you’re born again
It all started when I first discovered
The Book on my shelf and read cover to cover
Searching – to find religion that held my attention
Finding – something called Christian redemption
‘Cause I m improving my life, renewing my mind
This all started with Romans 10:9
Doing what’s right, doin quite fine
This al started with Romans 10:9
I’ll be all right – I’ll be just fine – You’re runnin’ out of time
I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine… I can’t go wrong living this way
Plug my life into Jesus – this gets my life restored
Selfish nature – don’t need it
Go give it up – you can conquer your demons
Would it be wrong for me to pry
If you give your life to Christ – chances are dynamite
You will make it out alive and I’m confident you’ll do it right
‘Cause I’m improving my life, renewing my mind
This all started with Roman 10:9
Doing what’s right, doin’ quite fine…
This all started with Romans 10:9
I’ll be all right – I’ll be just fine – you’re runnin’ out of time
I can’t go wrong livin’ this way – I’ll be alright

Romans 10:9
That if you confess with your mouth,
“Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart
that God raised him from the dead,
you will be saved.

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this song rox mann` whee~

2003-11-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

You Ought to See A Plastic Surgeon

Verse:
Can this be true, tell me can this be real
How can I put into words what I see?
When I first saw you, I could scarcely believe
That you could be as ugly as a bunch of wild geese
Never thought that pain could feel like this
Then you change my world with just one look
How can it be you right here with me
On this bad day – It’s a nightmare!

Chorus:
Your face is like a longkang
Twisted and deep
Your hair is experiment gone horribly wrong
When I look into your eyes
I know that it’s true
You need to see a plastic surgeon today
A plastic surgeon… Oh yes baby

Verse 2:
In all of creation, all things great and small
You are the ugliest of them all
More horrendous than a bald Chihuahua
Your face is as oily as a plate of bak Kwa
And I’m trying hard to figure out
Just how I could stand your sight.
So I’ll fix you up with an appointment
With the plastic surgeon today!

Chorus (2x)
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muahahaha. this is damn farnie.
woohoo`
heh. it's done by david koh.

2003-11-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

wahahaha.
i'm soO hyper these few days.
haha.
i was bouncing..
and jumping..
and screaming..
during the mission trip dance prac.
i think some of em' think i was crazy.
actually, i was.
heh.
lalala..

it's was a happy day..

2003-11-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

saw the mission trip dance todayy!
hurhur. so fun. heh.
i was bouncing abt like crazieh.
heez.
NATALIE CAN DANCE WELL.
hehh.
serious!
we danced for fun o rama audition wif isa.
and i'm gonna to drag this lil mei of mine to join dance minstry.
whoO`
yeahh baby.
:)
dance for audition was nIcE.
ooh yeahh baby.
lalalaa..
i wanna be daidee queen.. :P

2003-11-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

haha.
today's carox birfdae.
well. so called "today".
passed 12 midnight le.
heh.
anyway,

Happy Birfdae My Dear!

heh.was out the whole day wif carox.
she's so cute.
heh.
:P

haha. guess wad.
i jumped when i opened my blog.
:X
cos suddenly my song appeared.
then got shocked.
:X
heez.

2003-11-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

yeah.
i "repaired" my blog
woOhoO.
finally it's werking again.

i'm going under...

2003-11-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

argh!!!!
just finished watching the bachelor.
so frustrating okay!
tina never get in to the final two!!!
STOOPIDDD!!!
heh
i should relac.
heh.
puff~

okay. went out with isa today.
yesterday also went out with her to meet pri skool ex best friend joanna.
ooh yeahhh.
it was good larh..
just meeting her.
haha.
she still look so cute.
heh.
then we watched The Park
it was not very scary..
but quite scary.
:X
okay nvm.
haha.
during the movie i was crapping the whole way.
then during the scary parts me and isa covered ourselves with a piece of tissue paper.
So lame.
heh.
ooh well.
:)

H A P P Y
B I R T H D A Y
T O M Y
D A R L I N G
M E I
N UT A L E E ! !

2003-11-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

yeah!
da punk girl foto very cute hor?
hehx.
sort of remind me of..
me!:X
sound so bhb.
heh.
ooh well..
lalala.

argh.
thinking of a transfer since i cannot go 3e1.
i wanna take art,dnt and pure science and a math and geog.
heh.
but cannot take art and dnt hor?
heh.
aiyerx.
how?
transfer or not?
huh?how how?
-pui-

like this song again.
denoo why.
suddenly so nice.
hahas.

Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated
I see the way you're
Acting like somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this and you,
and you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turn it into
Honesty and promise me
I'm neva gonna find you fake it
nonono

2003-11-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

stuck at home and rotting!
got no where to go.
-sigh-
ask me out leh.
heh.

did some changes to my blog,
some update and stuff.
got my fotos!
love my blog now.
so nice.
:P

Car crashes, TV shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People running...

2003-11-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

ahh.
today at the airport was funn.
haha.
but when julez and ruth left..-silence-
yihui's baby brother so cute!
whee`
i kissed natnat today! [ nat yeo larh! ]
hehes
ahh.
my lil meimei..
so cute!
woOhoO`
lALa..
just now at arnd the viewing hall,
got this small lil boi.
so cute you know!
hehes
next time if i have my child i sure to bring camera all arnd..
to take shots of him/her!
ahh. so cute so cute!
whee`

2003-11-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of skool.
woOhoO`
hahas.
aiyerz. so sad.
i'll miss 2e1 of 2003!
2e1 rox man!
we won the best class award,
went fer chalet,snow city..
and the monthly birfdae celebration that we always haf..
aish. i'll miss 2e1 for sure.
-sigh-
just now when i was looking thru my year book and my autographs,
it brought back the beauty memories of 2e1.
haha. and guess wad?
the radio was playing gratuation song!
hahas.
so qiao.
hehes.
:)

2003-10-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

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2003-10-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

yoopee.
went snowcity with my class today.
it was FUN.
hurhur.
at the so called "hill" dere me and most of my classmates slide down the thing together. so funn.
then after that we played snow war! haha.
we all saboed mr sng. throw the snowball at him.
hahas.
after that when we walked back to sci centre to take bus home,
saw ngee ann skool.
then i was wondering hmm.
scarly cze kin also now at sci centre.
so i sms him.
then he called me and ask me where i was.
then he came out of macs.
then he was like.
" eh? you never wear yer contact lenses. cannot slide in izzt? "
-kabish-
so rubbish.
hahas.
lalala..
waiting for saturday to arrive.
church!
woOhoO!
:)

2003-10-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

ahh. finally i'm blogging. hurhur. yaYy! exams is finally over!! whoo`! :) sho happy yer know. hehs. have been busy chilling out and relaxing until no time to come online. hehes.
just came back from class chalet. ooh yeahh. it was fun! [ except some part ] :) yersterday during class chalet we played games with the tchers. haha. water parade. hurhur. i was the only one who never kena. hehes. the rest kena until so cham. hurhur. while we were playing xiu hui and grp were setting up fire for bbq. hahas. they really set up FIRE. :X hurhur. ooh yeahh. love the bbq marshmellows! it really rox man! hehes. yUmmieEe! :P hehx.then later played a game with my science tcher, mr sng [ very shuai! :P ] and amanda it's called doobeedoobee. hurhur. the game is abit like xiao gui tiao. then before my tchers all go home took fotos with them. heh. mr sng so shuai. hahas. i think everyone in my class like him. hurhur. especially the indonesian girls. hahahs.
after the tcher went off amanda, drey, miao ling and me had girl talk in the room. then the room window very eriee. cos like the window keep having a bang-ed sound. then like very scary lorh. so we ran into the other room where more people were. they were playing truth or dare. then got this guy in my class ADRIAN GIOVANDI kena and they asked him if he masterbed. and he was like "yes, i do." eeeks! so bian tai. -pui- he is only twelve, drools and digs his nose in class. he is the only nut case who people avoid in class. [ i know i very mean here. ]
then derno why all of a sudden while playing truth or dare we started talking abt those stuff you know.. the supernatural stuff..the underworld..and the lost souls. then alot of us very freaked out already lorh. yun jie still keep continue abt it. i was so angry lorh. like everyone dun wan to talk abt it le he still want to scare us. then i scolded him. almost wanted to slap him. it's like he always say the most unappropriate things at the most unappropriate times lorh. after that we started to crack riddles n jokes.
then willie, pris, yun jie and me played mahjong. so funn[ at first ]. hehx. mahjong rox.
all of a sudden when we playing willie's face turned very red and he was warm all over lorh. so he stop playing mahjong. pris went to take care of him[ heh heh]. so i continued. but like when i was playing i could feel a strong "voice" telling me to stop playing and like scram and go away from the mahjong. and the voice was from the holy spirit. and at first when i wasn't aware of the voice i had a slight headache and like the more i play the more pain my headache gets. so i decided to go and join willie..pris..and some otehr classmates in the room.
when i was in the room, i told pris about it. she also shared with me that she saw a shadow passing through the kitchen window slowy[ she was facing the window ] she didn't saw it just once. but twice. and no way a person would be standing there cos it's impossible.
pris started to get a uncomfortable feeling of the cupboard near her. so we decided to pray [ pris is also a christian ]. so we prayed in tongues and all with some other people around larh. but they didn't mind. it was pretty cool. after praying we felt relieved. and talk about religion to our fwens larh. then willie was like " dun brainwash me hor. i dun want to be a christian." haiyer. must pray for his salvation le. hehx. so anyway after willie rested awhile he recover le larh. so pris, willie n i went to cheers. when we got there cheers wasn't open. Pris started to haf appendix pain and was screaming our way back to our chalet cos got " xiang qiang" she's very scared of xiang qiang. when we got back she rested on the bed den we thought she fainted! cos she din respond to us no matter how hard we shake her. we were like ohh no. ooh no. then we pour cold water on her face den she woke up and said she fell asleep. we were like -.-!! so she rested for quite some time. after that we played chubby bunny cos got marshmellow. hahas. we stuffed in about 15 marshmellows into our mouth. hehx. we looked so chubby. hahas.
when it was about 5 something almost my whole class went for night walk. pris, amanda n me was like. " hello? there is sun lorh." so cuckoo wan they all. so we decided to join them later on larh. but when we changed our minds they all zao le. only left pris, claudia, li chuen and me and like 4 girls, walking in the park when it is so dark? we walked so long distance until the habour. then it looked like a dead end so we turned back and went back to chalet and orh orh.
i slept until 8 or 9 and played mahjong. hehx.
when to play bowling. so pek cek it is either i strike or i longkang. haish. after bowling went paya lebar to play cs. budden we couldn't go in without an ic. so we seat somewhere and talk.amanda said that she saw a white shadow passing us when we were in the room talking abt "those stuffs" drey also said that she felt something touching her or seating beside her when there was no one cos she was seating beside the legs of the table. qianwen and ai ping told drey that when they were beside the cupboard and wanted to sleep, the cupboard will have tapping or banging sounds. and wad is worse is that pris, willie and me was unwell. i think for me n pris is a spiritual attack? hurmx.
anyway we went to play cs at kovan there. i was blur larh. cos i derno how to play and they were suppose to teach me. but i sort of figure it out larh. it was fun? i think. hehx. :) in total the chalet was fun! wait. hmm. yes. it was fun? okay. hehx. :)

2003-10-05T14:20:00.000+08:00

YEAH! GOT MY DARL T610!
whooteh! so happy!my number is 92962667. hehes. now you people can sms me like siao. :X heh. so cool. my fone can attach the foto with the no. hehes. so i'm gonna go arnd taking foto of all you people! yeah! woOhoO~:) yesterday had a great day. after church had cg. but cg was short because alot of people nv come n because it was exams period. so i went to find the other senkang cell. then they where having cg with tampines cell. then tim was inside the room beside the room they having cell larh. so i nv go n disturb them. heh. disturbed tim. heh. he was studying his bio. heh. den we just talk n talk n talk until their cell finish lorh. den after that we went to KFC to eat dinner. whoot` bandito rox! heh. then we just sat dere n talk n talk. hahas. den justin say that kenny keep on touching his back.hahas. eee. gay. heh. whoot. then after that when we wanna go back we saw natalie,bala n david. they were doing camp design. YEAH CAMP! WHOOT! CAN'T WAIT! :) then yar lorh.. then it started to rain heavily. but nat n justin went home. they got caught in the rain. den the rest of us never go home lorh. haha..they say want to studiee den nv..tsk. hahas. so we went all the way back to BK where the design team is doing their design. so we tried to help them. haha. then kor so lame okay! do alot of crap design. hahas. but very cute larh. hahas. yar lorh. stayed there until abt 11.30 then we all go home le lorh. ahh. how i wish everyday would be liddat. without worries..without anxiety..haish. :/

2003-09-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

went fer bring it on today! so cute! so cute! all the little kids..SO CUTE!!! (: ahhh..so cute so cute.. david phoon so cute! muahahahhaa.. they all so cute know! ahhhh.. heeex. :P [sings: bring it on..bring it on..] hehhh. iyoo.. can't stand it. they all really are so cute. muahahahaha. heh. okay. shesh. i'm going craziee! heh. wheetoO~

ahh. derno when then getting my darling t610 leh. derno to get singtel or starhub. shesh. which one better huhh? hmmm. aisshhh..
after i get my darl hp i will go arnd n take all of the photos i can. hurhurhur. heex. tim was like " eh. must take a foto of me ahh.. den later when you see my foto you'll start to drool." hahas. like i will lorhh.. hahas. heh. wheetoO` getting excited about my new fone. hehx. so fun! (: ooh yeahhh. lalalalala.. -jumps about- whee`

huhhh. my eyes very small meh? stoopid xiao xing..say my eye very small. -sticks out tongue- so mean you know. haha. my eyes is -.- xiao xing's eye is o.o and nutalee's eyes is 0.0 .ahahaxz.. lalala.. so happy today! (:

2003-09-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

wow..i din come online fer quite a few days.. this week was very busy fer me..everyday busy to finish my over-due dnt project..so din have much time to come online. but like.. i think i spend my time usefully? like i use to come online and just slack and don't do anything though i'm bored online? but then again. when i come online i get to talk to people. people that i love. people that i treasure so much. so i'm stuck between werk and relationships..
i think i'm a workaholic person. once i do something..i'll keep doing n doing until i get satisfied from my werk. so it's very hard for me to sort out werk and reationships. once i start working and doing stuff i totally ignore the people around me unless i'm doing grp work. ahh. how am i suppose to stop this thing in me??? shesh. but i think for now. i will consider to werk. exams are drawing nearer and nearer each day. and like i HAVE to get to 3e1 next year. cos it's the best fer me.. i guess.. i must mug le! can't slack around. next week will also be a busy week for me.
mon-net ball training
tues-guzheng and dance practise
wed and thursday-dance practise
friday-netball and dance practise
ahh. a couple of CAs are also coming up next week. so it's gonna be very very busy week. hope that i can cope with my other work and stuff..
i still wan my T610 hp! heh. i really do wan a hp. so mah fun for people to find me without a hp. hahas. lalalaa..

what will be the best for me..?

2003-09-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

school started again.. shesh. i'm so not ready for today. so many stuff are left untouched from the holiday. heh. :X but school was okay i guess.. today during my recess duty, got this lil black kitten that intruded the staircase area. then everyone was like staring and looking at the cat and not going back to class. so i had to carry the kitten away and put it somewhere. then miss lee came by. so i asked her where to put the kitten and she asked me go office. so on my way there got some other councillors on the way back to class saw me then keep playing with the kitten. the kitten is cute okay! hehes. aiya. i just love animals. hehx. i remember i always bring stray cats and kittens home.. so it isn't surprising that i'm not afraid of them! (: hurhur. everytime i bring kitten/cat home, my mum would let it go when i'm not at home. hahas. whee`
aish.. I WANT T610! :X shesh. i'm so desperate fer that fonee. it's so chio! :S the fone is like so much nicer than nokia 7250i. 7250i is ugly. U.G.L.Y. ugly! heh. :X i think nokia fonee is degrading. it's getting more and more ugly. eeks. :X T610 is soO nicee.. shesh. i shall bug my parents to buy it fer me. heh. then i will haf fone again and you people would be able to find me easier. yAyY! :) hehes.

i want t610! i want t610!..

2003-09-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch turn left turn right with natalie,yihui,samuel,david and nah. wahahhaz.. then like so qiao..1 sec 1, 2 sec 2 and 3 sec 3. hahas. the movie was okay lah. the story abit bo liao about fate..destiny and blah blah blah. hurmz the whole time in the cinema i was whacking sam's head.. who ask him so naughty! tsk! er zi arh er zi..why you soO naughty har? haiyOoz.. tsk tsk..
after movie went church..service was about friendship factor.was quite good. :) after that went cg. wah.. yesterday cellgroup was quite fast leh. hmm.. me n natalie went to find nat chen's cg..we stood outside n din wanna go in so we went bk. at bk cze kin,kor and kenny also finished their cg..den we sat there n waited for nat n people. haha.. when justin..nat they all came, as usual, some of them played arm wrestling. we also went back church cos kor had electric guitar lessons. then YA also just ended. saw quite some old megalifers..MISS THEM SO MUCH! iyOo..
back home i was thinking about alot of stuff.. heh.. PRIVATE STUFF. not to be shared here. hehx. lalala..
hmm.
i think i'm noisy..? not so much of talkative..but NOISY. yea. i dun really talk alot alot.. i just make alot of noise? :X haha. okay..pam's chasing me away from the com..

now that you're near everything is different..everything's so different lord..

2003-09-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

ahh. the brownie is finally done. shesh. took me ages. hahas. :) naughty er zi sam..so naughty you know! try and con me in the middle of the night.. he ask me go this web..then later got some love song come out. then when i see i already know it's some stoopid scary thing..so i go back to the conversation..then suddenly.. " ahh..!" naughty larh samuel! -shakes head- lalala..the brownie very nice..very sweet..like me..muahahahah..no larhh..i ain't a sweet girl..hmmm.. like like.. germaine! she so sweet..ahakxz. hehes. :)

2003-09-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

hurhur. baking fudge brownie now..it's inside the oven.. got the recipe from carox mama..last time me n carox used it before..wheet` waiting for it to be done before i can eat like a piggy! :D hehes. listening to the song close to you..so nicee! it was in the movie [ so close ]. i still rmb tt time me..carox..trili n nathaniel went to watch the movie. the movie rOx. hehes. ding ding dong dong.. i ain't making any sense now. :P whee`

close to you..

2003-09-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

went out wif drey n miaoling today. watched legally blonde 2. dumb show! hahas. so bimbo you know! iyOoz. hahas. then after that went sakae sushi..eat until so full..-bleahh- took alot of neos. wheet` fUn. heh. lalala..

to someone who i accidentally did something wrong to: ahh. so sorrieee. :S never meant things to turn out tt wayy..but just wanted to like tease you? :X sOo soRriee!

2003-09-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

today went to meet natalie at bk. then pam n nah was also dere, so we went to eunos cos pam going to RSAF with her fwens den me nah n natalie going to op warehouse sales. then at the op warehouse got this very very very very cute lil boy! got spikey hair some more! very cute!! heh. den me n natalie went to see the things larh..nah nv go in cos he carrying his guitar. the op things very.. - turns around and vomit- it's like all the things not nice wan..den the shirts big too big..small too small. so we never buy anything lorhh. after that went back to mrt station..me n natalie went t.m den nah went home. so me n natalie go window shopping.. took neos. hahas. i wasn't looking at the cam. heh. cos derno where. :X opps. heh. after that natalie went home le. and i went to meet carox larh. so we also took neos. den got one foto rite.carox look very farnie!!!!! heex. : P she was like. hmm. " hur? this thing got problem arh? " den suddenly the cam flash. den took the foto. hahahhaas! look abit like josh cho. :X heex. den went out to dinner with carox and her family..den carox help me order mixed grill..den so much food. so full! ahh! went fer jin jin's wake. so sad you know! it is like so sudden she just passed away. It was like i was so close to her in the camp. It was the 2000 camp, and we were in the same group.. i rmb walking with her to the main place fer sermon n werkshop. cos the camp is like sort of a chalet? den we were walking down the long road and then like we were talking happily and i was p5 gonna p6..and she was like sort of " took care" of me? And we went swimming together during the free time. And i think after the camp..afew months later like never reallie talk any more.. and she left megalife and now.. she is died. during the wake, in aichen's testimony she shared that afew months ago jin jin said she wanted to come back to megalife cos she miss the megalifers alot. and like she din even have the chance to do that! siting down dere at the service i was like thinking " wad if i die? wad if someone close to me dies? wad would happen?" and all that thoughts came into my mind. Life is so unpredictable. who knows when and how we would just pass away.. someone close to you might just die tomorrow.. so betta cherish the people around you now before it's too late..

trili: girl arh! where are yOu?? can't find you online now adays.. think like when i online you offline. so longg never talk to you okay! you arhh..never call me wan. heh. i also abit busy now adays larh. shesh. ahh.. don't care..you must call me one of these days okay? :) i love you soO much! -hugs trili tightly-

carox:ahahaha! still thinking about the foto. heh. you look so cute okay! wahahaha. hehe. : P eh. help me thank yer mama n yer papa fer the dinner and everything okays? heez. :) i don't care i must go and visit you during the hols. den we can bake brownies again. woOhoO! so long never come to yer house and tao dan le heh. hehes. miss yer house so much. heh. :)

natalie mei:hey darling! today was so funn. hehe. :) so happy to spend time with you.. heh. hope can go out with you during the hol again! yaYee! den can take neos again! wheetay~ :) lOvE yOu tOnS!!!!! -muack!-
:)

isa: helloe. heh. so glad you came church saturdae. heez. :) when you free arh? den can go out. holidays this week. woOhoO! heh. :)

baLa: hehes. wah i seems like i going out alot this hol. but..heh. i dont care..i also want to go out wif you! hehes. shall tell you wen i free den can go out. ooh yeahh. :)

2003-08-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

"Hell Song"

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through

I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you

It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind

Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back
Step back
And as for me, I can't believe

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if this for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if this for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if this for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if this for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

2003-08-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday went back pri skool. den nv see alot of pri skool fwens.haish. so boring. den today,meet up the dancers at 10.00 to go spotlight to buy cloth..and some hand band acesseries. today had to dance mah. so we put on makeup ourselves so cham! we anyhow put wan.hehx. today when dance i forgot my step! ahhh! =paiseh= it's like got one part of the dance me n shuying doing free flow[solo lahh] den whening dancing dancing..i thot tt part i have to do free flow.. so i do. den i realise. ooh ooh. dieeeeeeeee! do wrong steps le! so it's like i keep looking at shuying through out the dance. ahh. but luckily it's only the last part i do wrong..or else...hur. today's sermon very good. :) very power. :)

All around the world..saviour is all around the world..

2003-08-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

went to buy t'chers' dae presents today. ahh! lOoKing forward to t'chers day! :) cos can shee all my pri skoOl fwen. was
looking at my pri skool best fwen's foto. then she took alot of fotos wif my other pri skool fwens..same skool mah.
and i realised i miss them so much! ahh. all the fun and stuffs. really.. miss them so much. hehes. can't wait till friday. whee` :) ahhh. hehes. just now went to watch happy tree friends. hahas. so addicted to it. :X hurhur. okay. tt's not very good. HAPPY TREE FRIENDS IS CARTOON VIOLENCE. but still. hur. who cares. :X ahh. hehes. lalala.. lolOoO. heez.

2003-08-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

ahhh!
looking forward to post examinations!
cos like..

1) class chalet- ooh yeahh! class chalet!
i like my class this year. cos like so much
girls, den we all like quite close. den like.
erm. yar! den sure gonna be fuNn! ooh yeaaa..

2) going aust!!!!!!- ooh yeahhh! i dun care!
i'm gonna go no matter wad! i miss trili too much!
ahh! yaYy..looking forward to it! ooh yeaa!

3)holidays are coming- ooh yeahh! the TIME
of the year where you slack like siao. and den like
during that time got camp!

4) camp- uhuhhh.. can't miss that out! ahas..still rmb
last year camp..rOy's chilli seed.. :X

5)trili's return- TRILI!!!! wo hao xiang ni! =screams=

so yes.. post examinations! wOohOo! here i cum! hehes
so far away thou..hahas..

2003-08-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

wheety`
feeling kinda borRedd.
hehes.
i'm alil crazy now.
derno why.
just feel so jumpy n everything.
:)
hehes.
lalala..
i just drew something which i thot i drew very nice.
hur.
bhb me.
:P
lalala..
:)
really very nice.
heh.
hehes.
aiya..okayy..i gotta step out of the mind set that
it is nice.cos it aint nice.
:X
no. wait.
it's nice.
hur.
ahh!
crazy me!
-putti puttar-
lalalalala..
just another crazy day on a peaceful night..

Lord, give me wings and i would fly.. cause you've set me free...

2003-08-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
i think i miss out on alot of people.
so long nv talk to them le.
like...
now i haf no more hp...
and i'm quite busy now adays...
i hardly get to talk to lots of people.
ahhh...

trili: hey girl! sorriee havent been talking to you much! soo sorrieee! really miss you alot! ahhh... when i read my bday card from yu, i almost teared! i miss you sOoO much okay! haish. call me hor! kies? miss yer voice so much.. so many things to update you about..hehes. :) lurVe you tOnS!-smMooOaCccHhhh- always will be yer P.I.G!

carox: harlow my teddy! - huGggs tighty- ahhh. so sorriee havent been talking to you much. also
derno why nv see you in bus. -hmmmMmm-... sorriee about sunday! soriee sorrriee! cos i wanted to stay longer..and like..i was so hyper..and everything..den didn't feel like going hommee..and you know... so yar..sOrRieE girl..also partly my fault larhh. haish. have been busy these few days.. so didn't have time call you.. or go online.. and even to visit you like before. i also feel weird not talking to you for a week! it's like so -toing- like something missing from me. ahakxz. :) i will try to call you when i free kies? den maybe also can go visit you! yaYy! hur. havent been to yer house fer quite some time. hehes. have lots of things to tell you. :) -huGgsS tighly like you are really my teddybear- hahas..yer pink bone is on my bed! always hug it to sleep! hehes. luRve you!

isa:hello! havent been talking to you lately. how are you getting on? sorriee havent been dere for you. pls forgive me. if you have anything you wanna tell me or when you are bored..just gimme a ring kies? i think i should be able to aleast talk to you abit even though now i quite busy.love you lots! -muakcs-

2003-08-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

whee`
ooh yeahh..
i'm happiness!
whoo~
hahas..
today after skool i keep disturbing everyone.
hurhur.
i tap on everyone's shoulder.
den i look away..
den they all thot that it was miao ling who tapped.
cos she was standing at the side of the shoulders i taped?
and she was mistakened..
den she kana wacked by em'
hahas..
so poor thing..
:P
hehx.
went to bugis with
drey n miao ling to buy present
for joanna..and our lao gong,
xiu hui.
hahas..
my class the row that i sit arh..
started a family thingy larhh.
den xiu hui is our lao gong..
and she got 9 wifes?
ahakxz.
their bday one is tml the other wan is fri mah..
so..
yeps.
den we take neoprint..
so funn!
hur.
hehx.
[ all the ppl who was at tm that day: hey! lets go and take foto again!hehes. :)
yeah.
then just now went out with my mama n pamela..
den go walk walk..
den talk talk talk..
ooh yeahh..
like very heart warming liddat.
hur.
haiyaz..
cos i seldom talk to my mama n pamela much.
den like..
yeah..
it was nice to talk to em' abt some things i guess.
:)

2003-08-20T19:06:00.000+08:00

You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.

What feeling do you represent?
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2003-08-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

whoote~
ooh yeahh..
hillsongs was great!
uhuh..
oh yeahh..
:)
it's like whoo`
so many church gathering together to worship God..
it's really amazing..
and God's presence is really there..
uhuhh..
enjoyed myself!
:)
whee`

2003-08-17T14:16:00.000+08:00

hehes.
changed my blogskin.
lalala..

2003-08-17T11:30:00.000+08:00

-bLeaH-
yesterday me n natalie was sick.
natalie:hey darling. you take care too yar?
yesterday natalie n me derno why not
feeling well.
i vomited.
-pui-
hate vomiting..
so gross.
-bleah-
den i had fever last night.
today okay liao i guess.
can't wait to go fer hillsong concert later.
ooh yeahh..whee`
:)

2003-08-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

LalaX.
haven't been using the com MUCH
cos busy larh.
and i will get adicted to com if i use too much?
hahas. derno larh.
heex.
yesterday went to singapore poly[ pam's poly]
cos skool bring us dere.
den like i was walking walking..
and saying
" yeah! scully i see pamela. hahas.
just look out for one a big bunch of guys
and one girl can liaox. huR. "
den suddenly pamela came running to me
and was like " aNgeLaaaAaaaaaaaaaAA!"
wah..so zun.
hahas..
den saw her friends.
but i only rmb seeing one fat guy. :X
hur.
heh.
den we play treasure hunt arnd her skool.
so funN.
reminds me of crossroads.
but crossroads MUCH more fuNn.
heeX.

today after skool me and my fwens
went to the paya lebar there the
long john's silvers
den we where looking fer seats larh.
cos got 9 of us.
den got this bunch of inconsiderate
werking ppl.
they seat dere den nv buy food.
den they just talk talk talk.
den ocupy so much seats
and me n my fwens are like "seatless"
den later we just went to buy food.
and then the manager came to order
our food.so me n drey went to tell
him abt those seat kopers.
den later he went to help us tell them
to go away since they are not eating..
hahas.
he very funny
as in not haha funny. but weird funny.
i derno. he seems like a clown.
:X
huR.
hehX.
those seat kopers arh.
-shakes head-
and me n drey was like
talking very loudly saying like
" haiyo..some people very
inconsiderate..nv buy food and still
dare da seat dere n be extra"
and they heard us lorh.
they still dun wanna move..
so idiotic. :X
fatty pigs!
:X
hahas.one of them was a girl larh.
den fat fat wan.
den she sit until can see her fats.
hahas.
den joanna was like pointing n luffing
at her.
hahas.
wheet`
yeah. tomorrow got church.
goodingz.
den can see megalifers again!
heeX.
got letter for some of you..
hehes
LALaLA..

2003-08-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?

akakzx..
cool..
i'm blue..
oh yeah.
blue is nice.
but red is better.
wheet`

2003-08-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

ahahaha!
was writing a letter to abby
during english class.
den my teacher saw the big big abby
wrote on the letter.
she was like " eh..angela. who is abby?
i hope it's not the sec4 guy,abby."
den i was like "ABBY IS A GIRL!!"
ahakxz..so farnie..
abby as a guy name.. :X
so er xing..
abby sounds nicer for girl..
rite abby?
hehes. :)

2003-08-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

hahha
today's my birthday.
den wen i come online
so many people's nick was
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA!"
so sweet
tHaNkeW gUys..
YOU PEOPLE ROCK MY LIFE!
Love you people!
:)
thanks for brightening up
my boring birthday!
i love you all so muCh!
:D

2003-08-03T13:33:00.000+08:00

Goodbye To You

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ooh, And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to....
The one thing that I tried to hold on to....
The one thing that I tried to hold on to....

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

2003-07-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

Are You Naughty or Nice?

hahas. so koOl. that's very me. :P

2003-07-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair!
hurhur.
it was like yesterday,
pam came home.
she was like " i wan to cut my hair!"
den i was like " me also!"
den after awhile..ber came home..
ber " haiyer. wan to cut my hair. "
den i was like " hey! me n pam also wanna cut!"
hurhur.
so happily the three of us went to cut our hair.
hehes.
me n ber very happy abt our hair.
and pamela was like..hurm.
heh.
but her hair not that bad wad..
quite okay lorh.
hehes.
i like my hair.
quite zai.
: P
hehes.
but i think i look guai?
hurhur.
angela looks guai.
hurhur.
can't imagine eh?
hehes.
: P

aish.
i think i'm quite drawn away from alot of people?
it's like now,
i'm closer to my skool frenz den megalifers?
: /
haish.
derno lah.
: /

2003-07-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

hurhur.
the tv's on.
and it's SpoNgeBOx sQuaRe pAntS.
hurhur.
so dumb.
hehh.
whee`

caROx: hey darlingg! cheer up! yah? always see you so down n sad...breaks my heart you know! just wanna let you know that i'll always be there for you when you need me.. continue to hold strong on God. he'll never let you go..and so wld i! hehes. hurhur. was so glad to see you in bus today! hehh. hehes. :) *hugs carox*

2003-07-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

The Reason I Live

Jesus You are the reason I live (Woah)
esus You are the reason I live (Yeah)

When I think of things You've done for me
I know You are the reason I live
And I, I want to know You more each day
God please open my eyes
And show me Your way

You are the reason I live in this world
You are the One that I want to be like
You are the reason I live in this world
Show me the way to live
I want to be like You

I'll always go Your way
And that will never change
You will be the One for all my days
I'll always go Your way
And that will never change
You will be the One for all of my days

2003-07-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

ahhh!
bah..
:X
wad am i talking?
ohh man.
shesh.
today's boring as usual..
-plah-
where's my chili trili?
ooh yah..she's gone for camp.
TriLi:girll!hurry
come back! got lots of things to tell
you!

haiyer..
forgotten that there was leader's meeting!
so goodoo head.
but anyway i had tuition..
but den again..
if i knew there was leader's meeting i might go?
hurmxz.
ooh well.

2003-07-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

yeAh!
haha..heh.
i joined netball.
yep.
heh.
:)

and aHHHhhhHHHhhhh!
I WANT TO GO TO
SUM 41 CONCERT!!!!!!!!
aHhhhHHHhhhHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
-screams-
ohh man..ohh man..
i wanna go their concert!!
hahas..eh..
ppl reading my blog..
heh..
my bdae comin soon le..
heh..
heh heh..
heh heh heh........
....
buy for me the sum 41 concert ticket!
: X
no larh.
it's too ex..
heh.
ooh wellxz..
:)
laLaLalalala..

triLi..carOz..natalieh: hey darlings!
love you all lots! :) -mUaCks-!

2003-07-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

trili zhou le..
trili..
i miss you alot..
i will remember all the snar..
all the ban mee!ban mee!
all the pigging arnd..
all the laughters..
i derno wad will happen during
this 5 months.
but our heart will still be together..
yah?
i will always be there for you..
i will be there when you come back..
when you graduate..
when you got yer first job..
when you get married..
when you give birth to yer first baby..
when we grow old..
we'll be the best of friends forever..
and caroz..
you too..
i love you alot too..
though now we are drifting apart..
i'll still be there for you..
call me whenever you need me yah?
i will always be there for you..
to make you laugh..
to make you smile..
to see you cry.my heart will hurt too..
i will always be there for you my dear..
love you too lots..

sigh.
i derno wad's hapening now.
feeling all lost..
everything is different now..
so many things have changed..
maybe for the better..
maybe for the worst..
lord..
i'm gonna hold on to you.
you will bring me thru this time..
you will take my worlds apart..

2003-07-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

haish.

2003-07-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

haish.
feeling very -toing- now.
feeling like erm..
pressurize..
irritated..
like erm..
just wondering n thinking
about alot of things..
iya..derno how to explain
this kind of werid feeling..
haish.
-bleah-
so many things have been
happening..
just wished that things would
maybe slow down?
or fasten up?
iyer..derno larh!
it's like now i'm happy..
but no.
i'm not happy.
:X
ohh mann..
i derno wad talking me
le..
:/
-bleah-
just feel like going
somewhere quiet and
scream my head off!
or maybe going to beach..
where i can sit dere n look
at the tides going up and down.
hmmm.
iyer..really derno me larh!
tomorrow is my skool investiture.
hafta wear that stoopid clog
shoes!
poor leg of mine..haf to tahan the
pain again!
iya..
shesh!

if i had wings i would fly..

2003-07-03T18:25:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.
my skool friends says that
i now look like very lifeless liddat.
wheerreee gooottt!
got look lifeless meh?
no larh.
i still talk alot.
[ do i? :X ]
ooh wells.
i'm just sleepy..?
i derno.
heh.
i got look like i facing
alot of problems meh?
no wad...
wen i'm quiet it's liddat wan.
wen i'm noisy..
i'm super noisy..
but wen i quiet..
i'm very quiet..
heh.
that's me.
people say wen i quiet
i very scary..
scary meh?
hmmm.
ooh well.
: /

2003-06-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

Worlds Apart

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
to give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
more deeply than the oceans,
more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache

Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees

All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart

Additional lyrics:

I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
and wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
More and more I need you now,
I owe you more each passing hour
the battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
and wash the feet and cleanse my pride
take the selfish, take the weak,
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
my sin soaked heart and make it yours --correction
take my world all apart
take it now, take it now
and serve the ones that I despise
speak the words I can't deny
watch the world I used to love
fall to dust and thrown away
I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
so wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
so steal my heart and take the pain
take the selfish, take the weak
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray
take my world apart

2003-06-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

Here I am To Worship

Light of the world, You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes, let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of my life spent with You

And here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh, so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

(chorus)

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
(4x)

(chorus 5x)

2003-06-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

ahh.
so tired.
wanna sleep.
haish.
eh.i got dark eye ring le leh!
my gosh.
haish.
iya.
nvm wan.
hehes!
:P
who's cares larh hor?
ooh lalax.
hehs.
whee`
eee.
i eat alot these few days.
feel like a PIG.
hehs.
lalalala..
skool's reopening..
so sian.
my skool holding site is..
erm..
-bleah-pleah-
:S
nvm.
i shall learn endurance.
heh.
whee`
....
i wanna visit my darling jOy!
i miss her alot.
haish.
: /

holy holy holy
is the lord God almighty..

2003-06-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

whee!
i'm so happy!
trili is back!
it's like..
poof!
she's back!
and i'm like..
am i in my dream?
hehs.
so happy..
whee`
: )

2003-06-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

whee`
back from oasis le
: )
hehes
lalalala..
haiyer..
teacher's day i dancing again..
den this year dancing the STOOPID
5566 song, ai qing man you
so stoopid lorh
everytime dance stoopid songs.
last year was the westlife song.
this year 5566.
wad the!
iya..they shld dance songs that are
-oompf- like shinhwa!
heh.
but really..
shinhwa's song are meant for dancing.
heh
ooh wellz.

now that you're near...
everything is different..
everything so different lord...
i noe..i'm not the same
my life you've changed.
i wanna be with you..

2003-06-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

hehes
crossroads was damn funn.
: )
my group won.
becos..
1) we had unity
2) amos [ hahaha..you shld noe why larh ]
3) we chiong for everything
4) we never had to wait for the bus.
it always comes in time.
so yUp.
obviously we won.
heh.
:P
but most importantly is that
friendship is built
: )
yUp
i got to know so new people
and got to know some megalifers better
: )

2003-06-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

stayed over at natalie's house.
so funn.
cos the whole crossroads design team
had to discuss the things.
yarh.
hehs.
we cooked fried mashed potato mid-night.
it's very nice!
hehes.
hahas.
so funn.
but gonna pengz soon.
hehs.
lalalala..-happy tree friends song-

2003-06-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

ooh lalax.
ber picked up a baby bat
on her way home yesterday!
the bat is damn cute!
it slept on a small slice of apple
i gave it to eat yetserday..
so cute!
haha..
ber is letting me n pam name it.
i suggested dark
but dun think ber liked the name.
whee`
jOy my sun nu darling came church today!
she is soOo cute!
aiya..
so cos larh.
my sun nu mah..
hehes.
: P

2003-06-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

Swing Swing

Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)
------------
whoo` love this song.
so cute.
hehs.

2003-06-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

i look dao meh?
i where got look dao!
dunnoe why people say i look dao.
hUmmZ.
i'm dun look dao wad..
do i?
hmMm..

2003-06-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

this world is craziee.

2003-06-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

whee`
ber n pam haf gone to the
Y.A camp.
so i'm all by myself in the room..
wif the aircon
all to moiself!
hehes.
so funn.
: P

2003-06-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

got back my papers today.
I FAILED MATHS!!!!
it use to be my strongest subject.
but now.
haish.
hehs.
i was very noisy today.
the whole time
i was like
" I WANT MY HISTORY PAPER!!!"
and
" awww..i scored so badly! aWww.."
hehs.
oh well.
that's me.
no matter how badly is score i wun cry.
cos crying doesn't help!
i think in wadeva things that happens,
i dun cry.
i think crying is a waste?
hmm.
let me define my meaning again.
i think crying is just the letting out of emotions.
[ duh! ]
i have cried too much in the past.
and becos of that,
i'm a stronger person.
i think everytime you cry,
you grow stronger in tt area?
hmm.
okay fine.
I'M TOKING CRAP!
: P
hehs.
I DIDN'T FAIL MY HISTORY!
wOoHOo~!
i scored 57!!
yeah!
i passed history!
hehs.
had been failing history.
: /
but this time i passed!!!
YeAH!
wHeE`
had been eating alot from yesterday until today.
: P
wad can i do?
i'm a pig!
-oink-
hehs.
caroz mama cheesecake rox!
it's so so so so nice.
-saliva drops at the thought of the cheesecake-
hehs.
: P

2003-06-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

went to the temporary bartley sec.
IT IS SO DARN RUNDOWN!!!!
the skool is like so..so..
eEEeeeEEEeEe!!!!!!!!
the skool hall is like if so old.
the stage is abit slanted?
my gosh.
tt is so darn freaky.
the toilets wall are like not up to the roof?
the walls are low
which means tt people might just go climbing
up the wall and going
" PIKABOO!"
wen you are doing yer business.
so insecure!
=pleah=
i dunnoe how i will survive in there.
the new macpherson skool is just infront.
the skool building is like so so so glam
compare to ours.
the gate tt separates the two skools are like so low?
which means..
heh heh heh
interesting things will happen.
like fights. relationships.
iNteReStiNg!
hehs.
:P
the temporary bartley skool building is so
=kapui=!

2003-06-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

watched what a girl wants today.
nice movie. hehes.
in the cinema only me and miao ling laughing larh.
the rest so quiet wan.
hmm.
ohh well.
hehs.
then we just throw rubbish like nobody's business.
hehs.
then after movie me and miao ling stand at one place.
then i was abt to eat my mashmallow wen this person
suddenly came beside me and say " hello "
so i turn and look larh.
to my horror there is this geek standing right beside me
i was like " do i noe u? i dun think i noe u. "
and just walk away larh.
then later miao ling was still there.
that horrible dreadful guy and his fwens where saying
" eh..can we be fwens? dun shy shy leh. be fwens larh. "
stoopid idiots right?!
despo.
they should take a look at the mirror before they come
decide to come and do this kind of thing
i seriously cannot stand this kind of things wan lorh.
so stoopid and so dumb.
the 3 guys are geeks larh!
-pui-
er xing.

2003-06-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

"Why"

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

whee` this song rocks!
very nice
: )

2003-05-31T22:14:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
die die die.
i am one of the leader
fer crossroads.
oh man.
i hope i dun get -blur-
scully later i lead
then all get lost!
ahh!!!
help!
-bleah-

2003-05-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

hehes.
this is so cool.
hehs.

THINGS TO DO AT A BORING MOVIE
1. Wear a top hat.
2. Throw popcorn in the air and yell, "It's snowing!"
3. Go, "Oooooh..." whenever anyone kisses.
4. Clap when the good guy gets killed.
5. Make a noise like your passing gas and go, "Ahhh..."
6. Starting wheezing and ask the person next to you if you can have someJuicy Fruits for you asthma.
7. During the previews, yell, "Can you fast-forward it?"
8. Whenever the badguy is doing something devoius, say, "Watch out!"
9. Laugh very loudly at all the corny jokes.
10. Tell the man selling popcorn that the girls bathroom is flooding.
11. Yell out what is going to happen.
12. Tell the man next to you that you have diarrhea and wink whilesmiling.
13. Wear a cape and when its your turn to get popcorn yell, "I'm Batman!Hahaha!" and run away.
14. Yell, "Fire!" and moon the people coming through the exit.
15. Say that they cannot sit next to you because your invisible friend already is.
16. Yell outloud, "Stop molesting me!"

2003-05-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

ahh..
so okay..
i studied my maths liao..
i'm out to use the com..
hehs.
:P
ohh well.
i guess it's alright to use the
com as long as u study..
must learn how to balance
study time and playing time.
hehes.
actually studying is not so
boring after all.
: )
kan't wait till next mon.
after next mon,
i'm free!
no skool until friday.
shiok!
woohoo~
hehes.
shall go out.
lalala....

wIsH mE aLL tHe bEst
fEr tOmOrRoW's pApeR~!

2003-05-25T13:42:00.000+08:00

okayy.
here's wad i will do.
i shall make myself stop
using the com until exams are over.
so if anyone sees me online,
please come and scold me.
thankew.
i shall mug during this period of time.
i really really have to do well.
i kan't fall to other classes.
i shan't waste my efforts last year to get into
2e1,the class i'm in now.
so i'm gonna werk hard these few days.
please do pray fer me.
thankew.

2003-05-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
help.
tomorrow start of exams again and i'm like very bo chap.
i just can't seems to bring myself to go and mug.
help!!!
i think i will fail!
and i must get into 3e1 next year.
the other stream got dnt n home econ which i wouldn't even wanna do tt subject.
help!!!
pray fer me k???
i really need to do well in my exams.

2003-05-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

"I Can"

[Kids]
I know I can (I know I can)
Be what I wanna be (be what I wanna be)
If I work hard at it (If I work hard it)
I'll be where I wanna be (I'll be where I wanna be)

[Nas]
Be, B-Boys and girls, listen up
You can be anything in the world, in God we trust
An architect, doctor, maybe an actress
But nothing comes easy it takes much practice
Like, I met a woman who's becoming a star
She was very beautiful, leaving people in awe
Singing songs, Lina Horn, but the younger version
Hung with the wrong person
Gotta astrung when I heard when
Cocaine, sniffing up drugs, all in her nose
Coulda died, so young, now looks ugly and old
No fun cause when she reaches for hugs people hold they breath
Cause she smells of corrosion and death
Watch the company you keep and the crowd you bring
Cause they came to do drugs and you came to sing
So if you gonna be the best, I'ma tell you how,
Put your hands in the air, and take a bow

[Chorus - 2x (Nas and Kids)]
I know I can (I know I can)
Be what I wanna be (be what I wanna be)
If I work hard at it (If I work hard it)
I'll be where I wanna be (I'll be where I wanna be)

[Nas]
Be, B-Boys and girls, listen again
This is for grown looking girls who's only ten
The ones who watch videos and do what they see
As cute as can be, up in the club with fake ID
Careful, 'fore you meet a man with HIV
You can host the TV like Oprah Winfrey
Whatever you decide, be careful, some men be
Rapists, so act your age, don't pretend to be
Older than you are, give yourself time to grow
You thinking he can give you wealth, but so
Young boys, you can use a lot of help, you know
You thinkin life's all about smokin weed and ice
You don't wanna be my age and can't read and write
Begging different women for a place to sleep at night
Smart boys turn to men and do whatever they wish
If you believe you can achieve, then say it like this

[Chorus]

[Nas]
Be, be, 'fore we came to this country
We were kings and queens, never porch monkeys
It was empires in Africa called Kush
Timbuktu, where every race came to get books
To learn from black teachers who taught Greeks and Romans
Asian Arabs and gave them gold when
Gold was converted to money it all changed
Money then became empowerment for Europeans
The Persian military invaded
They heard about the gold, the teachings, and everything sacred
Africa was almost robbed naked
Slavery was money, so they began making slave ships
Egypt was the place that Alexander the Great went
He was so shocked at the mountains with black faces
Shot up they nose to impose what basically
Still goes on today, you see?
If the truth is told, the youth can grow
Then learn to survive until they gain control
Nobody says you have to be gangstas, hoes
Read more learn more, change the globe
Ghetto children, do your thing
Hold your head up, little man, you're a king
Young Princess when you get your wedding ring
Your man is saying "She's my queen"

[Chorus]

Save the music y'all, save the music y'all
Save the music y'all, save the music y'all
Save the music

2003-05-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

hehs. me and miao ling went craziee again. during lit lesson den is must group together. so we group wif other people. den me n miao ling talk talk talk...laugh laugh laugh. den outta sudden we started singing " shaboom..shaboom..shalalalalalala..ling er yao". ling er yao is a medicine den got ad fer the medicine. so dunnoe why outta suden the ling er yao song mix wif the shaboom song. den we play ti ti ti kan shui de ji dan sian po. so dumb. very stoopid. hehs. so childish. : P hehes. yar larh. me and miao ling is always liddat wan..bai chi.s. hehs.

2003-05-20T17:48:00.000+08:00

stayed back in skool today. then me n drey were in the canteen. then saw menuka. so we sat together and started to talk. hmm. menuka is a very very nice girl. she's like very cheerful..good leadership qualities..kind.. caring..helpful.. hmm. wad else? oh yesh! she has the same birthday as me!!! cool huh?? both 030889. oh yeah! uhuh~ but anyway. yesh. she's very nice. hehs. iyer..so wasted. she nv get the vote fer some singa friend award or something liddat. she should win the vote leh!!! and den werid thing abt the voting of singa friend award is that i kana nominated. stoopid drey n miao ling. hai wo kana. -pui- i was like uh? me? nominated???? xiao~! so ke xi. menuka never win the vote. haish.

2003-05-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

iyer. i want to get married. so sweet. so nice. iyoo. i want to get married. whoot` but to whom arh? dun care. all i want is to get married. hehs. so nice...ahhh. so sweet. [ dreams : wearing that pearl white gown.. all dress up like a princess. skating down the aisle. ] awwww. so sweet. hehs. crazieeness. -bleah-

2003-05-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

yesh yesh. i wore a skirt yesterday. not my fault that i haf to wear skirt..i had to attend a wedding you noe. of cos must wear formal larh. stoopid aireek,david,samuel,nah. keep irritating me. keep using tt darn handphone to take my pic. -bleah- -pui- bully me. [ sticks out tongue and pulls one eye lid ]

2003-05-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

hmm. seeing more and more skaters around now adays. how come all of a sudden got so many skaters arh? hmm. this month i saw alot of skaters. hmm. why arh? wad occasion izzt? so many skaters..
yeah! i kan't believe i passed my history test. : X hehs. i passed! w h o o t `

2003-05-13T17:33:00.000+08:00

Free

Would you believe me if I said...
That we are the ones who can make the change
In the world today...
Would you believe me if I said...
That all of the dreams in your heart
Can come true…today…
Would you believe in me if I said…
That life could be all that you want it to be…today…

[Chorus]
And if I had wings I would fly
Cause all that I need; you are…
And if the world caved in around me…
To you I’d still hold on
Cause you’re all that I believe…
And the one that created me…
Jesus…because of you… I’m free

Would you believe in me if I said…
That God can make miracles happen today…
Would you believe in me if said…
That you don’t need to wait for the answer before…
You step out in faith…
Would you believe in me if I said…?
That nothing is ever impossible…for God…

[Chorus]
And if I had wings I would fly
Cause all that I need; you are…
And if the world caved in around me…
To you I’d still hold on
Cause you’re all that I believe…
And the one that created me…
Jesus…because of you... I’m free

[Bridge]
Just live your life…with God inside…
You won’t regret one moment of it…
And give all that you can for God. For God

this song rox!

2003-05-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

eee! amanda so er xing! she finger f*** before! yucks! eee. i can't belive it. she is so..-bleah- -pui- yucks!

2003-05-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

today in the bus there is this irritating person who kept sayin the werd ji bai. i was like " can he pls shudupp " it's like he not only use the werd 5 or 6 times lorh..it's one every sentence also will haf wan. And he's talking alot." blah blah blah..JB " " blah blah blah JB " so irritating. too little vocabulary izzt? must use until so many times. haiyo. can't stand vulgarity. shesh.

2003-05-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday was adrian papa's birthdae. then joyce,jaime,jacklyn,randolf and me sort of " sneak" into his house to give him a surprise. So it was like joyce got the key from adrian's wife..then at his house me n jaime was sitting in the living room. i was writing on the card..den i saw a shadow walk pass the windows.[ the windows are closed] i was like " scully it's adrian" den later i heard the key opening the door. me n jamie was so shocked that we hurried to hide in the kitchen where jacklyn and randolf are. Then adrian finally open the door. jacklyn was trying to light up the candles in the kitchen. den got sound wan..jaime was giggling. So adrian papa walked to his room, [ His room is beside the kitchen] Then later we jump out of the corner of the kitchen and sang the birthday song to him. Hahas. after eating the cake he told us that wen he came home he heard the lighting candle sound. he say that he thot tt it was his imagination. Then as he walk to his room he saw randolf's butt sticking out. hahas..randolf tried to kiss adrian again.whee` after that i went tm wif joyce..jaime n jacklyn. joyce bought four small jigsaw puzzels. she finish her jogsaw very fast leh. yesterday she sms me say she finish liao. so fast. lalala..very fun shopping wif them. whee`

2003-05-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

tuition was stoopid today. had to take the dumb temperature. it's so stoopid lorh! ..the stoopid donkey keep turning behind and hear me n moi fwen's conversation wen we toking. so extra. so kpoh. stoopid donkey. den wen he stretching himself his hand was like almost gonna touch moi fwen. den we dared her to wack his head. and she did. [ go nicole! ] hahas.den later he turn around. den he was like " eh see my hair" den we my moi fwens were like "who want to see yer hair. " so he dunnoe do wad to his hair..which was dumb. haha. i think the donkey like nicole. hehes.

2003-05-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

"Faint"

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everybody can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

2003-05-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

hehes. just watched WWF. : X dunnoe why arh..i find WWF nice leh! : X very interesting. hehs.

2003-05-02T15:43:00.000+08:00

Mr. Sng Rox!! He's a very very nice teacher!! cos it's like my hand got some bruises from skating. Den in class while giving out papers he saw my bruise den ask if i got put medication on it. So i said no larh. Den he ask me to find him after skool to put medication. So after skool me and drey went to find him. So it's like while helping me put medicine he ask how i fall larh. Den drey told him that while skating i fell larh. Den he's like i thought skateboarding only fer boys. Den i was like -_-!! but anyway he say arh if the bruise get infected will grow maggots wan.-bleah- so er xing. Then while puting the medication he see my bruise he was like " eee.." hahas. so cute. Mr. Sng rox lorh. He teach arh. 100% will understand wan. Den me and drey were like if got best teacher award arh we sure vote fer him wan. whee` Mr. Sng Rox!

2003-05-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

i'm getting very excited about going to melbourne. hope my mama allows. hey! it will be fun! staying over at trili house..and all that stuff yar? whee` i just kant wait!!! - jumps around. dances abit- hehs. oh well. just hope that i kan go. and all that SARS stuff wouldn't prevent me from not going. yePs. whee` ittsss sooo fun. : ) kant wait!

2003-04-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

just came back from tm. bought a new bag. IT'S RED AND BLACK COLOUR !! muahahahz.. : P it's very chio. hehs. of cos larh. my taste very good wan u noe. : P hehes. okay..so most of my beloved things are red and black now. my bag. my skateboard. my avril lavigne cd. yar. they are all red and black..so yesh yesh..i loovveee black and red. : )

2003-04-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

whee` I PIERCED MY RIGHT EAR THE TOP BONY AREA! and suprising it's not as pain as i thought it would be. hehes. lalala..

2003-04-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

2003-04-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

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2003-04-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

haish. i wanna change moi cca! guzheng sux lorh. yucks. i hate guzheng. my fwen teach me how to play the pu teach until can vomit blood! hehs. that's how terrible i am at guzheng -bleah- i wanna join netball. like very fun liddat[ other than having training during holidaes ] haish. but i dun think i can quit guzheng. haish. so sad. shall pray about it..

2003-04-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

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hehes..do the test!

2003-04-20T13:13:00.000+08:00

"No Brains"

Can't step in my way
head first in your love & dismay
i'ts like beating the dead
i can't stop going out on my head
whatever this could b i'll never know
i never said it'd be the end all to be all
i hate you today
i can't find a way
dont drag me down now

goodbye, i've had enough frustration
i won't get stuck, goodbye,
this dead end situation,
it's just not worth my time

it's no better today
i never thought it would end up this way
you got somethin' to say?
don't wanna hear it if it gets in my way
all this confusion, wondering, so overwhelmed
disillusion seemes so clear now
can'tfind your conclusion to support evolution
things aren't what they appear
so what's the pont of this now?
i know you too well we're running backwards

goodbye, i've had enough frustration
i won't get stuck, goodbye,
this dead end situation,
it's just not worth my time
but waiting so frustrating
i'm so sick of all this tension
not to mention i'm so sick of
can't take it we wont make it
just save yourself this trouble
can't take it quite for yourself
cause i'm just fine

you speak for all of us when you can't be heard
i bet you haven't listened to not one word
you speak for all of us when you can't be heard

goodbye, i've had enough frustration
i won't get stuck, goodbye,
this dead end situation,
it's just not worth my time
but waiting so frustrating
i'm so sick of all this tension
not to mention i'm so sick of
sick of you

hahas..this is the song fer the crossroad advertisement. the advertisement is damn zai. cos got sum 41 song!! whee` hehs : P